A Room for Your Dark and Evil Thoughts

joestarbill wrote: Yes they are. He/she wanted to see the effect of what happens if he/she killed an ant, and how it would affect the future.

oh, i see the comparison now.

i forgot he mentioned the future. but ants are good for the environment.

patches wrote:

joestarbill wrote: Yes they are. He/she wanted to see the effect of what happens if he/she killed an ant, and how it would affect the future.

oh, i see the comparison now.

i forgot he mentioned the future. but ants are good for the environment.

Ya, but he/she killed one ant, not all the ants.

joestarbill wrote: Ya, but he/she killed one ant, not all the ants.

oh, he wants to see changes in the future based on one death. hmmm, very interesting.

I can't hold friendships, I just fuck up and when they go, I'm just happy for them, 'cause if I can't love someone properly, then better be alone until I learn to not be an asshole :v

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Just needed to vent, lost a friendship of 4 years and don't have the courage to even say ''well, it's over'', so now I'll just fly away to the sun until this person blocks me and back to life again huh

What could be darker than thinking you may not be a good person at the end of the day?? A life trying to make things right, to care to protect, but wondering if your actions are not really that good, and you just were born to hurt. Things could be going fine and all, but childhood traumas won't fade away never.

''She's just a bad person'' ''You just want to hurt people, you are here to hurt,'' ''She has something bad on her, maybe some devil inside''

THIS wont stop going around in my head.

And won't stop, but now, can't help but think, they were right, I may just be a bad person after all. Too many years going alone in life, now that someone leaves my life, I don't even cry anymore, I'm happy, I won't hurt them again. I know they'll found a better friend. I'm happy for them and I appreaciate all those times, but as I told her ''if there's a point where I hurt you, then leave, I won't be mad, I'll feel happy, happy that you won't get hurt again''

Lil' remimder to me: Don't let people get closed and vent on them nor rely on them, You are your rock, you are alone, and what ever happenes shouldn't affect others, 'cause no body deserve pains that is not for them, but for me. It's a promise...

StephM-33 wrote: I can't hold friendships, I just fuck up and when they go, I'm just happy for them, 'cause if I can't love someone properly, then better be alone until I learn to not be an asshole :v

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Just needed to vent, lost a friendship of 4 years and don't have the courage to even say ''well, it's over'', so now I'll just fly away to the sun until this person blocks me and back to life again huh

What could be darker than thinking you may not be a good person at the end of the day?? A life trying to make things right, to care to protect, but wondering if your actions are not really that good, and you just were born to hurt. Things could be going fine and all, but childhood traumas won't fade away never.

''She's just a bad person'' ''You just want to hurt people, you are here to hurt,'' ''She has something bad on her, maybe some devil inside''

THIS wont stop going around in my head.

And won't stop, but now, can't help but think, they were right, I may just be a bad person after all. Too many years going alone in life, now that someone leaves my life, I don't even cry anymore, I'm happy, I won't hurt them again. I know they'll found a better friend. I'm happy for them and I appreaciate all those times, but as I told her ''if there's a point where I hurt you, then leave, I won't be mad, I'll feel happy, happy that you won't get hurt again''

Lil' remimder to me: Don't let people get closed and vent on them nor rely on them, You are your rock, you are alone, and what ever happenes shouldn't affect others, 'cause no body deserve pains that is not for them, but for me. It's a promise...

How can you be a cia agent if you allow childish love ruin your head and feeling ?

This thread is perfect for gothics to express their feelings about dark thoughts. All I can remember as a teenager is that my mom made me dyed my hair black. I felt a bit gloomy and I used to wear black colored clothes, with dark nail polish and even dark colored lipstick and black eyeliner and mascara. I sat with my gothic friends during lunch break.

I've seen scarier stuff than this

I've experienced being stalked on Facebook by my ex who frequently changed his screen name and wanted to send me friend requests and I ignored and blocked him. It didn't work because he still created a new page and messaging me, I ignored his messages. Now I know how most celebrities felt when stalkers invaded their private space whether it's online or real life.