I'm getting banned

Sorry for all the offensive and annoying things I contributed to this forum. I just received message from an mod saying the admin will decide to ban me soon, I'm not 100% sure if this is true but frankly I don't blame anyone. Some of the members here may even be feeling happy about me getting banned, but to be honest I deserved it very much and has no right to blame anyone.

Sometimes I feel like being an selfish and annoying internet troll on purpose, and sometimes I didn't care the feelings of others, I even harassed one female member from this forum on purpose, and it was all for my selfish amusement, and I didn't even bother reading some of the rules, I'm definitely an fool who deserves to get banned. It's all because this is the internet and I've felt like I got nothing to lose, and as time goes you'll all forget about it eventually, that's how I felt. I didn't wanted to discuss my own problems on this forum to anyone, because I felt it would have been useless, and wouldn't minus any pressure that I will continue to face in the future, but I want to tell you my reason for being troll, why I decided to become an annoying internet troll. It's the pressure of me going to work every week, I really do miss the days of when I was an youth and having fun everyday, even when I had a part time job I still had fun, but ever since I turned 20 years old those days are all gone for good. I'm now feeling the effect of an full time job, I wanted to earn more money and secure my own future, the price I get is hideous boredom. Being an car mechanics is an tough and boring job, I'm getting sick of the same routine every week and sometimes I get stuck at my friends office on daily basis and the only thing he has it's the computer which he doesn't even use. I don't smoke nor do I drink alcohol so I used some of the members as scapegoats to free me of pressure and boredom. The truth is, it wasn't my intention to become an internet troll at first, I only wanted the threads to become more active and kept me entertain, most of the times these threads aren't very active which annoyed me, so I created these topics to be the center of everyone attentions and I really did enjoyed it. Sometimes I couldn't resist trolling some members because, but I'm not always trolling sometimes other members pushed me to be, but anyway the trolling part always entertained me, I enjoyed reading those replies. I wanted as many replies as possible, I trolled because some of the members here were funny and cute, I wanted to see their funny replies and reactions, they all kept me very well entertained. But now I kinda feel bad getting banned I will really miss talking with some of the female members. And I r really do support Asian men with their Interracial relationships...but it's all too late now, sorry for all the pain and trouble I've caused.

tl;dr

I'm so not trolling this time... I'm serious about this thread.

I will miss you =**(

ok i admit i loled

hate to see you go really. As annoying as your post were, i just turned the other cheek since you are a 20 year old kid.

And i figured (and i was right)...most people who are trolls on the internet..usually have a shitty life (or boring one in your case). they pick on others on the internet b/c they get picked on in real life ( by your boss, customers..or what not) ....

anyways..its a moot point now..its not the end of the world..it was fun while it lasted.

I truly regret what I did. I still have an lot's of growing up to do.

Edit: Oh let me just say this, don't misunderstand. I don't get picked by anyone in real life, and my boss is great too me. I'm just not happy that I'm missing out on all the great times I once had, I'm not an fan of the internet by the way. I don't pick on nobody on real life, these people are losers in my opinion. I only wanted to kill those boring times in the damn office. I rather have 2 fights everyday than to keep being stuck most of the time in one place, and my job is taking an tole on me.

if you have little time from now on spend it well., do something fun. that will relieve stress more than this. even tho it sounds tired the alternative of not having a job at all is worse still

y not go out with ppl in ur workplace.